She Meets Life

It feels as though peace will never be achieved. Every waking moment, I'm in a war against myself. Fighting and resisting but all the feelings fight back longing to be remembered again. My words sound as if I've picked them from thin air, yet I feel heavier and heavier after every letter. It's understood that I and only I, will feel the weight that is upon my shoulder. It is my back and my heart that will feel the pain. Forget my dignity, forget my ego, if I can conquer and defeat this monster in me, I shall lay peacefully in my deathbed.

I haven't really discovered my purpose for writing in this blog but as my thoughts are being written, they come alive and become heard. "How do you see the world?" Retrieved from Mikelfrench.org  I want to share my experiences with you and maybe teach you a thing or two. To answer the question the caption under the picture, I see no beauty in the world yet. I've done just what I shouldn't have done, which was to settle for the path of least resistance. Ever since elementary school, I've taken the easier route only to achieve what? Easier life? no. When you're in school, the first day is easy but then it gets harder as you go. The effort you put in now determines how your future will be. The strangest part about me telling you this is that I've known this all along. I'm complaining about something I chose in life. My parents (your grandparents) weren't too informed about the American school system neither did they go to school when t...