perplexed...
Work like you don't need the money. Love like you've never been hurt. Dance like no-one's watching. Sing like no-one's listening. Live like there's no tomorrow. Fear like a stone.
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corrupted.
this world is corrupted. who to blame? it's hard to say. but I guess we can start with self...because who is living in this world? we are... we are to blame for this corrupted world. I hate it. we can only be selfish to create happiness. and yes. It's hard no doubt. Buddhism talks about not being selfish..helping others and other crap but when the majority of the people living in this corrupted world is selfish you can't help but be like the rest. How do we get out of it? the only way is to isolate from it. But you'll just be labeled the outsider. emotions run through my veins causing me to say this. hehe... take it easy lhads. this too shall pass.
ambiguity
hello guys, it's been a while. I've been preoccupied with many things. I'll start out with school cuz that's excusable for not updating my blog. lol Summer school is goin' by quicker than i thought. 4hr classes. 2 classes. 5weeks. on top of that there's my job. which is not as stressful as i thought it'd be but having to wake up early as 7:30am when you've only gotten 3-4hrs of sleep the night before is challenging. Because not only does it ruin my sleeping routine but my whole day is wasted by either trying to catch up with sleep or doing something completely unproductive. I don't know why I've been acting like this. I was fine the first week of school. I wasn't distracted at all.. something hit me. Is it him that's bothering me?? I'm scared that the relationship that i want with him end out to be being back to strangers...Life can't always be the way you want it to be but just this once...i wish i could be by his side onc...