Post Xmas Syndrome

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Hi all.
First and foremost, I apologize for the long silence. I had a life for the past few months but now that the holidays have approached and everyone has returned back to their family and loved ones, I ended up here. Alone. Well...now doesn't that sound depressing?? lol
I wasn't alone. I had friends that didn't go back home and we had dinner and enjoyed a nice, relaxing, nonchalant christmas. Christmas ended with watching 3 Idiots alone in my room.

Now that Christmas is over..I've come to ponder on many things. Many things that I encountered and experienced while I was away from blogging. I've come to reflect on the things that I've done, haven't done, should have done, the decisions I've made, decisions I haven't made and so on. It probably isn't healthy for me to analyze everything because then it just becomes even more than complicated than it already is.

I realized that living away from family, friends, community, etc. I felt as if I didn't exist in this world. Christmas didn't feel like christmas. There was no joy. Of course there's the web.. Facebook. What would I do without Facebook?? It's the only connection I had with my world back home. Yeah it's virtual but it was better than nothing. I've considered closing my account but that would be like loosing your cell phone or forgetting your wallet. You feel incomplete.
I'm just thinking out loud.

This too shall pass....because I'm going to Switzerland in two days. It'll be nice and it'll keep me distracted from everything else.

Happy Holidays Ya'll. Happy New Years!!

Self-Reminder: Don't think too much.

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